I hated you and then myself, I got confused the things I did
Always I seemed to be wrong
I couldn’t feel the way I needed to be the one I wanted to appear; everything went wrong.
And all I wanted to do was scream
I can’t control these awful feelings and in my head the thoughts are fighting
Following into my dream
My heart is beating with fear and anger, I don’t understand try to remember
Everything will be good again
All I want to do is scream
Now I know things are changing, the same we do stop pretending
And never know what is real
Fend for myself and make me stronger, believe the way I feel should be alright
I’m allowed to be
And sometimes I need to scream