{"id":81,"date":"2012-01-05T19:59:05","date_gmt":"2012-01-05T19:59:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/nette.marcelrudert.de\/?p=81"},"modified":"2015-10-05T10:08:36","modified_gmt":"2015-10-05T09:08:36","slug":"scream","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/liedermacherin-nette.de\/?p=81","title":{"rendered":"Scream"},"content":{"rendered":"<!--[if lt IE 9]><script>document.createElement('audio');<\/script><![endif]-->\n<audio class=\"wp-audio-shortcode\" id=\"audio-81-1\" preload=\"none\" style=\"width: 100%;\" controls=\"controls\"><source type=\"audio\/mpeg\" src=\"https:\/\/liedermacherin-nette.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/01\/abgehoben11.mp3?_=1\" \/><a href=\"https:\/\/liedermacherin-nette.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/01\/abgehoben11.mp3\">https:\/\/liedermacherin-nette.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/01\/abgehoben11.mp3<\/a><\/audio>\n<p>I hated you and then myself, I got confused the things I did<br \/>\nAlways I seemed to be wrong<br \/>\nI couldn&#8217;t feel the way I needed to be the one I wanted to appear; everything went wrong.<\/p>\n<p>And all I wanted to do was scream<\/p>\n<p>I can&#8217;t control these awful feelings and in my head the thoughts are fighting<br \/>\nFollowing into my dream<br \/>\nMy heart is beating with fear and anger, I don&#8217;t understand try to remember<br \/>\nEverything will be good again<\/p>\n<p>All I want to do is scream<\/p>\n<p>Now I know things are changing, the same we do stop pretending<br \/>\nAnd never know what is real<br \/>\nFend for myself and make me stronger, believe the way I feel should be alright<br \/>\nI&#8217;m allowed to be<\/p>\n<p>And sometimes I need to scream<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: Verdana,Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: x-small;\"><br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I hated you and then myself, I got confused the things I did Always I seemed to be wrong I couldn&#8217;t feel the way I needed to be the one I wanted to appear; everything went wrong. And all I wanted to do was scream I &hellip; <\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/liedermacherin-nette.de\/?p=81\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"morelink-icon\">Weiterlesen<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0},"categories":[7,4],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/liedermacherin-nette.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/81"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/liedermacherin-nette.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/liedermacherin-nette.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/liedermacherin-nette.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/liedermacherin-nette.de\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=81"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/liedermacherin-nette.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/81\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":953,"href":"https:\/\/liedermacherin-nette.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/81\/revisions\/953"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/liedermacherin-nette.de\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=81"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/liedermacherin-nette.de\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=81"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/liedermacherin-nette.de\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=81"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}